Getting tired, hating all I've known.
Holding on, like it's all I have.
Count me out, when it's clear that I, find it hard to say.
And you, find it hard to care.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change
in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
Got this way, upfront but never true.
God I'm wrong, it's just the way I am.
Crashing down, any chance you hear.
Caving in, any chance that you, could see inside of me.
And I don't know what to say, It's fine.
This isn't Hollywood.
So fine, getting in your way.
I wanted to see something that's different, something you said would change in me.
Wanted to be, anything different, everything you would change in me.
I'm taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
Taking a chance, this could be different.
This could be all I'm waiting for.
*bad things happened during chem lesson!
tomorrow will be OLD FOLKS HOME "OUTING"
but there will be some communication problems!
done the pre-CIP survey.
OPEN ENDED!
bought some biscuits and oatmeal for the elderly there.
being courtesy.
i felt great being firmed for home econ!
wearing the Japanese chef suit, awesome.
missed 4 period of lessons + lunch break + 1 period after school.
missed out quite a few things though.
our whole class have to be punished for the incident.
student leader will have to stay back to 5pm till end of this term.
as you take more responsibilities.
well, for the rest, perhaps 3.30pm.
if there is someone who save me from tragedy,
that will be miracle.
i am meant to be non living.